If you want to see retarded, just look at my old posts. I literally spelled fucking "opinion", as "onion". If you really want to leave, I can't really say anything, as I left 3 years ago. However I'd love it if you decided to still go on once in awhile, and not let your feeling stupid affect your decisions.
Though I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do next.
It was nice knowing you,
-LED