You're the one in the thread, are you not?
Anyways, at this point you run the server. Don't try and tell people you don't. You can do whatever you want and no one will care to change it. I was the one who did.
And I quit because I'm not going to waste my time admining a server that's not worth my time. And it was growing boring and I had no interest in it.
Is Paradox a quitter? Yeah, he is. But you won't call him out on it.
Why should I get over myself? I mean. You can just ban me.
You ban me, then you have to ban anyone else who opposes you.
If you have a problem with my attitude ban me from the forums.
But then 1/2 the server should be banned.
Its amusing you would say that, as I literally hovered over the link that would do it right after I read the previous post.
But I'm better than that.
Yes, Paradox is a quitter. Is he trying to put me down and label me falsely? Not that I know of.
Yes, I've become aware that I do make most of the changes to the server. Everyone goes to me for permission, goes to me for advice, goes to me for any small thing they don't even need me for. Apparently I'm important, even though almost every other admin is educated enough for 90% of the issues.
Am I still trying to control myself? Yes. Did I ask permission to demote hixhen? Yes. Did I ask permission to tempban cabass? Yes.
I am better than you or any complainer imply. Just because I'm the only one you see wielding the axe, doesn't mean I'm the only head on the shoulders.
I am not alone in the server decision making flow. I refuse to be, because I know that power can corrupt. THATS what I'm afraid of. Losing myself to the frenzy of power. Not failing. I do that so often it doesn't even matter anymore.
